My First Week of Jan
Early in the morning on Tues, I had received Van’s sms, asking whether I will be in USJ and plan to meet up. Ms Vv busy with the bf and ditched us =P 3 of us then met up and chilled at TinBanGorGor. Nice chit chat session we had J Right after the chilling session, I washed my clothes and rush back to Kepong for dance.
Wed was my baby Niece 2 years old birthday =D Happy Birthday to her! Time flies, and she is now being super cute and adorable.
That morning, I drove to USJ again. Met up with another 3 girls to Shah Alam by Steve’s car. It is our fresh experience for everything on that day. Anyway it was my pleasure to be with the Fairlady. First time to have a ride on it! When the car speed, my whole body was sticking to the chair with the momentum! Nice one! Too bad I am not allowed to drive it, only for the Swift. I love the whole interior design of the Swift seriously! We girls had our sweet time for some snapshot with the Swiss. Thanks Ms VivianC for the nice shot ^^ During our self shot, this is the first time that I have seen another VivianC! With Cool smile without the cute ingredient! Well done girl! Nothing is unreachable in this world, even people had sentenced it on you. Just try our best on it! ;) *p/s: However this is not applicable in the term of love relationship
It was my bad day actually. I forgot to switch off the light of my car, and I could not start it! I was just right in front of my dorm in USJ with the accompanion of Vv and Jayce, was damn freaking nervous! First person who stroke in my mind that could lay me a hand would be CS, my housemate. I called him straight, and thank god he was just nearby with his colleagues. Not more than 10 minutes, my HEROES reached XD. With the battery connection for both cars, I am glad that my Blackie could finally work. Thanks a lot to them really. Night when I was in Kepong, again, STERLING LOCK! ARghhh….! What a day! My phone was out of battery, was beeping non-stop! Failed to follow instruction from my mum through the phone. KP called on that point of time. Managed to send him my current location before my phone die off. Thank god KP then rushed to Kepong to meet me up after my dance class. Even though it was my CAR BREAKDOWN DAY, but I am grateful that friends around are there to lay me a hand when I need them. Thanks a lot really J
When I went online in MCD on Friirday, I realized my Facebook account has been hacked! HOLY SHIT! Am glad that Facebook’s management is efficient enough to restore back, and finally my account is BACK! The idiot hell hacked in my profile and tagged 28 picts to his account. Well, I seriously have no idea of what is the idiot trying to do. Not only mine, I saw few other ladies’ pictures been tagged to the account. =.= Zzz
It was Chui’s 21st Birthday! One of my closest buddies. I have seen her from being a lady to a TB. From long hair with bra, to her look right now. She has invited all of her friends to her steamboat buffet party in Momo. Basically I have seen almost everyone there, as we used to hang out often in the olden days. Well, they are TB, and those who attended are mostly Lesbian gang I would say. Ladies all brought their Tb boyfriend along, some I could even can’t differentiate they are really guy or Tb =/ Chui and Man, the only two that would pamper me as their best best friend! When I was feeling blue, they would just rush to USJ and spend their time with me. They really meant a lot to me J Kinda have a reunion day with our gang, SzeMei, Lion, A Biao and the rest still the same as last time, still that silly and sampat, hee.. They have their second round in MIST. I did not join them for that even how close am I with them. I am too old for club now XD
Few weeks ago, suddenly saw his status, and it did really shock me. I knew he was writing that to me. “OMG”, in my heart. It’s the maximum limit of a guy I think. Courtship and waiting for more than 6 years. I did not make any respond to the status, as I really don’t know how to react. Until Friday when I saw his tweet, it is a bit disappointing.
“Now I realize, I was the only one who contributing the effort and trying very hard for this all the time. There is no any greeting message from you at all if I did not call you. I will only receive your call whenever you need help. Is time for me to let go I think.” -CF
Well, if you really know me well enough, you will not say so. My apology for my passiveness. I am the type that would not call or send any regards to guy in the first move. And again, I would like to correct the phrase, as I never called you even though I need help. Maybe to others, but you, I never did so. I am glad that finally you decide to move on. I knew you can get a better one J
Sometimes, feelings and love is just about the right timing. Once you missed it, no matter how many years of efforts you have been put, it will still equal to nothing. I just missed a right timing too, and it is impossible to reverse the clock for me to change the fact. To start a relationship is never that easy as puppy love last time. At the point of considering to couple up, it would be the most critical time where you will be thinking a lot of consequences.
Guys are mostly easy to be melted, or touched. Ladies would have the instinct as the guy is falling into us. To be honest, I tend to get afraid when a guy starts to call or message me often. I will start to cut down and try not to be that close. If I did not do so, I know it is going to be hurt once they have stepped deeper and deeper. I don’t want to give any hopes to anyone. There is a term of “Ai Mei” in mandarin, and I would never let it happen among me and the guys. Yes, I admit, I would only call them up for help if there is any urgent. But that would only to guys who I think are able to give me a hand on the point of time. But don’t you think this is better rather than to toy their feelings and ended up of giving a bigger disappointment to them? Aren’t friends supposed to give a hand to each other when we need help? Or we can only hand out our help to our LOVE one?? Sigh.
He would be the only one who managed to win my heart. A distance of just nice, not too sticky, not too far apart. At least I won’t be shunning from him when I received his message, where I was still not into him on the point of time. Seriously, I still miss him even though my time is pack. Dreamt of him would be the most painful thing everytime.
Dancing is my passion of my new life now. I dance almost every day. Sunday would be my only day without dancing for this month. Last weekend I was working at the Education fair for TOC. I’m actually working for Hypertune. Goshh, my uniform! Never ever tagged any pictures of me wearing the uniform please………! I have got no choice but to work for this job as my leg is hurted. I can only work for jobs which are with boots to cover the cuts. I need at least few hundred a month to cover my monthly commitment. Sighh.. I skipped my krumping class on Saturday! Argghhh.. One of my favorite! I am going to dance like crazy for my summer break, to pick up what I have missed for stopping my dance for 2 years. I realize there are more for me to master with the skills. Forget about Hip Hop, I would never get the feel. I am too sissy for that. Focus more on Street Jazz, New Jazz, Krumping and heels dance J 2 hours dance everyday is killing my muscle seriously, Thursday would be the worst, 3 hours!! It is worst than GYM! You gonna see a FIT Blackie after this month! Teehee~ I am now travelling to Kepong almost everyday, it’s just like my daily routine! It’s kinda bored to drive alone all the time.
This is the most relaxing week that I have ever had since 2010. Not much of jobs that I am taking, as January has got not much of job offer. Again with my scars, it makes me not to be greedy in jobs and have a nice rest. I am feeling so release. Should play my own role as a student, as I am always one. Dance, study, and less job, but not Job>/Study! ;)
