Doraemon . Kitty

After my last day job on Edu Fair, it’s yumcha session with Vivian and the gang.

We chilled at the mamak beside my granny house. We had a great time of Chui Shui-ing with each other. AC was claiming that he is stress, and was asking for another trip. LOL, pokai lor~ If everyone stress after one another, I think we would have tans of trips in our year, haha! HY then suggested a Theme dinner. We end up formed it into a Theme Trip! Guys were just saying for fun, but we girls have gone serious and really planned for everything! Even Vivian’s bf is being serious by testing the hairstyle of the day XD End up the date is set. I can’t wait for the day to reach, extremely excited! All of us are going to look COOOOL~ Hee!

Ms VivianC overnight at my place on Sunday night, and we both chatted until 3am++ in the midnight. We were both excited for the coming theme trip. For that night, we have our story sharing for after so long. ;)

Was online-ing using their I-phone. Something just appeared on my home page of Facebook. I did not intend to stalk, but it just appeared. Sigh. I just don’t understand why. Why the term that between 2 of us is now appearing again? Or Mr.D doesn’t mean anything to you anymore, but just for me? With the title of “Mr.D is back”. Well, it’s back, but this time is not for Kitty, but for the others I think. Vv asked me not to think too much, as he posted it might just because of the video is funny or something. I did not get to view the video as the connection was lag on that night. You were right, I am KITTY. The cat without mouth to voice out whatever that is hidden in my heart. Maybe I was just being sensitive with the “Mr.D”, there is nothing to relate between us. I would never strike in your mind anymore.

It’s Monday again. Seriously, parents are weird. When I just broke up with my Ex, my mummy was being so happy. She told me not to rush to get a new bf, just take my time and be patient. I would meet some better guy when I stepped into the society once I have started my working life. Well, bullshit ==. I was totally SINGLE for 2010. And now, she is the one who is getting super worry! Gosh..

She was trying to intro her friends’ sons to me. What doctor what lawyer, lol. Harlo~ They are way elder than me ler.. And doctor…? They are bored, don’t you think so? Lawyer?! Oh man.. I am going to lose in the debate session once we have really coupled up. I was grumbling, and asking her to stop all the nonsense. Ok then. She then started to question me about guys around me. I then told her, if you want to see me having a boyfriend, it might be the story or half or one year later. She then got shocked, and kept mumbling! Kept asking me for the reason. Well, I seriously need some time to let go of him. But I just told her that I have not met my Mr right yet, and once I have met one, I need at least half year to understand his personalities. She has been repeated the same topic for days, and we always ended up this topic unhappily with some quarrel.

She is worrying about my Ex has done something to me. Claiming that I am not interested to any friends around me is a super weird scene ==. Well, how do you expect me to tell her that I am into someone that the person think that I am not his girl? A story without ending, I should just keep it to myself rather than to share her about it. SO, she brought me to a temple and asked “Miao Zhu” to untie the “red threat” between me and my Ex. Some simple process had done, and I am required to drink those burnt prayed paper. =/ Well, good also la. Maybe it does really matters with the red thread about my situation.

Heart was reeling since that night. Warned myself not to think too much, as I knew it has got nothing to do with me. It was just me myself being over sensitive. Somehow my mind is a bit out of control, I miss him even more! Again I dreamt about him. Shit.. I then turned down my job on Tuesday night and went to dance. I knew I will think of him if I went to work. At least dancing need more concentration and it’s another way for me to distress, so I went for it. After dance and all the sweat out, my mind feel more peace.

Night on Tues, WS called. We chatted, and here he told me about his basketball match. He told me he had just lost the game. Well, nothing special, as he is always in competition. The results are either win, or lose. One thing he added on, I lost to your friend. In my mind, I thought is JJ. Ended up he mentioned about HIM. I tried to be normal, but I failed. Topic changed right after that, he then asked whether I am having class or in holiday now. I paused for seconds before answered, and my answer somehow is not related to the question. Not only once, for the following conversation I just can’t concentrate! I then apologized and asked to chat only next time.

FML. Why am I acting so? I just can’t control my mind. There were too many memories flashed by at the moment. Tears flowed again. I am feeling so painful. I really miss him badly. Was wondering how he is doing lately.

I am asked to accept the fact. Stop believing in miracles and fairytale. I knew I should, but I just failed to do so.

Are Doraemon and Kitty really meant to be together? It’s true that whenever I see Doraemon soft toy, there is sure another Kitty beside him! I have never realized until he told me about this. One is without ears, and another one is without mouth. Aren’t there is some communication problem between them?

Kitty misses Doraemon badly, but Doraemon will never know, as he has got no ear to hear about it.