Let Go..

During DLE, from a little excitement, turned into a big disappointment. The distance is just so near, but it seems to be way far apart. Was still getting excuses for him, thinking that he might be busy or something. Still being so naive and expecting something..

Until YikXian and another friend told me not to expect anything from him anymore, I totally got the answer. I understand there is no point waiting or expecting anymore. You had your decision. And here I respect. Thanks for the informing, at least I know I should really stop for everything.

Friends around were telling me that he seems like toying my feelings. But deep in my heart, I can feel he used to be sincere and true once. Maybe until recently he found out I'm not his girl, so he is just trying to keep a distance and want me to slowly let go. I understand that once one had done such decision, there is no way to pull it back, as feelings can't be forced.

So happen his activities bounced on my wall, and I saw him commented on Christine's photo. Was being shocked as they know each other too. Somehow I never really thought of anything. Until another one, I think he might be into Christine already now. I am feeling grateful as Christine is a nice one, having good personalities and friendly. So, it is not a bad girl for him at least. And I wish all the best to 2 of them ;)

I am feeling heartache though. Trying hard to let go, but the memory seems to be so hard for me to be flushed. It won't be that pain if he never stepped into my inner circle, but yet it happened. Whatever it is, it is already pass tense. Trying hard not to think, but still it popped out. Sigh. Hope I can get rid of this pain soon.

Jobs jobs jobs. I hope I could work like mad so that I won't be having time to think of him.

Yesterday finally watched Narnia with KelvinP. It is a nice movie, and I enjoyed watching it :) Even it is not really funny, but the adventure of the story is interesting enough. We had our Sakae Sushi before the movie, it was a nice dinner treats, and a very full one! Thanks to him ;)

Today, Wednesday. Can say it is a bit rush for everything today. Need to be at Bangsar at 2pm to collect my uniform for my job tomorrow. It is Federation D Launch Party Event (Formula Drift Asia) at Bangsar Village. Then interview of the GoodYear Drift event on Sunday is at 3pm in Shah Alam. Gosh.. It is a bit rush, and I don't really know the location. Thanks for all the friends who help in explaining the map and the road for me, and at last I made it ^^ Thanks to Gab for giving me a rife to KL to take my car, and thanks to VEEC for with me along! At least I am not afraind to be lost.. Heee ;) Hope both of us would get the job. ^^

Rushed to class right after the interview too! Fuuhh! Late for an hour! Somehow it is lucky that we manage to catch up with the lesson.

What a week. =/