Lelio Popo!

Tuesday, went working at KLIMS. I am seriously damn happy with my jobs. Confidence increased compared to last time. My uniform seems to be fresh for me, and the long boots too ;)

After the job, I then went to 1U with KelvinP for movie. What a blur me.. After our dinner in Dragon-i, we then went for the ticket collection. Then only I realised, the Narnia free redemption coupon is for NEXT week, but not on that day itself! =.=" LOL. We then alternately choose to watch Lelio Popo on that night.

We have never really bring on any expectation on the movie, as it is just a substitute to Narnia. Yet, we were laughing like hell for the whole movie! Seriously, I can say that this is the funniest comedy that I have ever watched ^^ Enjoy the movie a lot, and of course thanks to KelvinP!

Wednesday, I attended classes in college. The inorganised lecturer was driving us mad. She was wasting our time only. I was a bit sleepy and exhausted, have not been having enough rest. Whole day was being day dreaming in the college. =/

Night, I have been invited from Harith to MIST. He is asking for helps, as he is betting with his friends. So, here I go. It was so happened it is just after my exam, and it have been months I have not been to club. They were 6 of us, I only know Harith and Hilman there. Another 2 guys, a Chinese and a Korean, and another girl called Carmen. It was just nice with the crowd, not too pack and everything. I was not feeling well actually with my tummy. Felt like vomiting too! Losing appetite recently.. Sigh

Start to get afraid with meats, especially chicken! I feel like vomiting to look on chicken. Well, it is really weird. I was used to be so into meat and chicken, as I swear I will die if everything is turning into vege. Yet! I prefer to eat only vegetable and taufu recently! What is exactly happening to me? =/ It's all after my depression period.. sigh

The lifespan of love is harder to sustain compare to money earning. Is that true? Is we never really put on any effort to sustain it, or we are just mumbling for nothing? Maybe.. If and if. Maybe it is true for you. To sustain it seems to be hard, because there are too many distractions. Never expect a flying bird to land as they are hiding their legs.

Tomorrow would be the day of Digital Lifestyle Expo. Am being so unconscious. A bit happy as I could see him after so long. In the other hand, I don't know how to react when I see him. Am I supposed to be there? Am I supposed to bump into him? Am I? I really don't know what some more that I am expecting. Sigh. It doesn't feel good with all these feels.

Recently, I realised friends around are rather a bit cool. Cool as in they would text you if they need helps or something, but once you provide the info and helps, they show nothing, not even any appreciations or reply. They would ask for jobs if they need it, but once you shared, not even any "thanks" or reply that you will got from them. =/ So, does it mean that you don't need the jobs in the future anymore? Well if that is the case I will not be sharing anymore. I found funny as she could just accept the offer that I'd offered but without any replies. To be honest, in freelance line, we got jobs not only from agents, but also from freelancers around. I don't need any appreciations, but at least a reply of "noted". Is that hard? This is actually a simple courtesy in our life, not only in terms of freelance jobs. Yet, ... Speechless.

To a nice friend :
Thanks for the care and sharing all the time. Even is way far away from me, but still you are always there to hands on helps. I do really appreciate it, seriously.

I am sorry that sometimes I need a private and personal space to have a good rest. From facebook activities, you get to know I am online. You send me offline message, and hoping I will reply. As I don't, you keep sending and sending non-stop.

I am all the time appearing offline mode in MSN, the only reason is I wish to have my own personal space. I wish to chat only with those that I feel to on the point of time. Sometimes I am on Facebook, but in the meanwhile I am busying with my studies too. Facebook is just for me to distress for minutes or seconds. So, it doesn't mean that I am free to chat.. Sometimes I am doing my researches, the msn's noise do really distracted me. Sometimes I am being exhausted, I really hope I could have a space not to chat with anyone.

Sometimes when we were chatting, I was chatting with the others in the meanwhile too. So, late reply is just being normal.. Just pay a little patient.. I will reply soon.

It is nice to share stories, but sometimes it turned out to be reporting. Maybe I have got used not to report everything to people, so sometimes I might get a bit annoyed as you keep questioning me something in details. I am so sorry about it..

From your Twitter, you are saying that you are not being happy as you have been treated as an invisible man. I am sorry to hear that. But I hope you understand, I seriously need my own space. That is the main reason of appearing offline mode most of the time.

You might think that I am being evil now. I am sorry to be so. You are a nice friend, I do appreciate it. Thanks for the supportive sms for my test, interviews and so on. But sometimes it is rather to be too many of the messages that you have sent me in one day..

I am sorry that I seldom reply sms other than any important issues. I am sorry for everything. What I need is just a break. Chat once in a while is okay for me.. But chat everyday seems to be too tired for me.. Again.. I am really so sorry..