Wrong Timing

I am told that he was busy. Busying with all the roadshows and events. 2 days he did not contacted me, and yesterday during my class, he called. When I look at my phone, it was a missed call appeared with his name. I do got shocked. Felt a bit unbelievable. Was hesitating whether should I text him back to ask the reason he called. End up, still I text him and ask. He replied with "Nothing ady =)". Sigh, and I did not replied. Then again he text me, asking me for movie this Saturday.

Was hesitating whether should I turn up or not. I know that I will either got the answer I want, or I will be getting full disappointment.

Friday, again he called. Asking me out for dinner. I even got shocked! Was still hesitating about Saturday, but then it is like just going to happen on that day itself. End up, still we met up for dinner.

Casual talks. Nothing much. None of us dare to touch on any of the issues. Until he left, still the same.

Night, he called. Same thing. He was hesitating a lot of stuff. Busying with his current jobs. Straining his brain on few issues. Too many things happen in short. He is now undergoing a dip in his life.

After the calls, I do think a lot. Understood that everything just happened in a wrong time. Things will happen if it is fated. No point of thinking too much.

This means that it's time for both of us to concentrate on each other's stuff. He has got his job, I have got my studies stuff. If thing is meant to be happen, no matter how it will still happen. If it does not meant to be so, we should learn how to let go. This is life, don't you agree? ;)

Was trying to let myself not to be too much. I should master how to manipulate my mind. Most of the time the image of us could just appear in my mind, even I was trying to concentrate on the lecture class. Sigh. Having super bad time for the 2 days.

Tuesday, Double-Chin were intended to be my paster. Asking me out for Snowflakes, so that I will not be thinking too much. Was pouring out all my feelings, and both of them shared their views. Appreciate it a lot. I got to know that "dignity" is just a word. There are things that we should fight for our own sake. However, I am too passive to be one who able to express themselves.

I seriously had a great day on Wednesday! Certain reason that I skipped my class. Along with VEEC, and my housemates, all of us paid a visit to Connaught night market. Invited HowChung along, as I have never seen him for quite some time and I was always busy whenever he called for lunch. And there he turn up for our visit too. Traffic that night was a bit jam. THX msged me for night market too! Well, just go along together since I am going to. We been there by 2 cars, met up with Vv's bf & HowChung there. Was really enjoy that night, this is the first time to come out with the whole housemates :) I hope they enjoyed the night too. Somehow it was a big gang of us, so we do spread into few groups. Too pack, jostling with the crowds.

Thursday night, I attended my class. Been there by bus, as I seriously need to be independent. Learnt One and a Half walk with the accompanion with musics. It is FUN~ Hee! Start to mingle and get along with my classmates, lame jokes coming non-stop. However, my instinct is always right. Always get myself reminded, humans are always unpredictable.

Was being unhappy and being emotional previously.
However, I have found back my smile ;) Don't worry my dearest~ Don't forget I am the strong one! =P
Night~