He left Us..

last Thursday, I have been asked from Kyle to do some test shoot of their selling products. Early in the morning busy until the sky went dark. With my make up artist's service, I felt so DIVA! Haha, someone arranged for my attire, outlook, hairstyles, and make up too! What I need to do is just stand there to pose and someone will help me to touch up my make up all the time. The fun thing that lure me the most is I have got a chance to put on a bridal nightgown! =D

Those bridal gown are in silk material. They will ask for your vital statistic of your body. A small reminder: NEVER EVER GIVE THE ACTUAL MEASUREMENT! Goshh.. I gave him the actual measurement, and he tailor-made the nightgown before I put it on. Once I put on, it was just nice. Once I sat down to reset my hairstyle, then you know how it feels! It's so tight! Hardly can breath too! The waist length is advised to provide one inch wider! wwuuwuuwu~~

Friday is my BUSY day too! Went for movie with my secondary schoolmates in the early noon. At night, went for another movie with my bro and HJ. Was a bit rush, and there were some unpredictable issue! Thank god still manage to watch the movie on time =D

Saturday was Candy's 21st birthday. I went to Kuchai Lama along with Vv, Andre and THX. The party reached to the peak only when it is almost the end! Back home at 3am++, and early in the morning next day we started our journey of "JALAN JALAN, CARI MAKAN" all along the way from Ipoh to Penang =D Lots of pictures taken, and it's SUPER fun! I miss the Char Kuey Teow in the Lorong Selamat again now~~ =( It's indeed a rejuvenating and relaxing trip =D

Once I am back to KL, the night of it, my Granpa passed away. He left on 1st Sept at 5am++, and I was still in my deep slumber. Was not around him when he left. So when I went to see him after that, I am asked to crouch, and crawl in. I head towards the room straight, he was still not shifted into the coffin. I held his both hands, touched his face. His body was so cold. Tears dripping uncontrollable. I felt heartache to see him like this.

Follow on, funeral started. They shift him into the coffin then. Chinese traditional way, we prayed and listened everything from the "sai kong", a Tao Sifu. Relatives all came back, all of them. House suddenly fullhouse and not enough place to sleep.

I went back home to sleep for the first night, as I have not been having enough of rest, The second day is my turn to stay up at night. I slept only 2 hours, and it's one hour each time for the night. Was burning some chinese prayer's paper and keep a tab on the seven lights which locate the souls. Was so so so sleepy and tired! Finally the third day, GongGong is sent to the graveyard, and to burn into ash.

Every chinese family will sure face this problem, as in religion diversed. Some might turn into Christian, some might still stick with Buddha. And me! I am now a Free Thinker. I believe in both way, and I respect all of them. My family case was this, my eldest uncle and his whole family are Chirstian, so do my mum and Aunt Jess. My mum and Aunt Jess, they will just avoid from holding the joysticks. Other than that, when asked to pay respect, crouched and follow the praying process, they just follow. But alas, the eldest uncle and his whole family refuse to crouch, and even pay respect! I was damn angry to look at that scene! The one who is lying down is your dad! Why can't you just kneel down and pay a respect? Goshh.. There is no such rules of Chiristianity for not kneeling down or what. Everything is just up to how you think of it! Sighh.. Anyway it's over. No more comments on them.

A busy week with tears.