May is reaching soon... Sigh.. Soon I am gonna leave SEGi, is really so hard for me to take it.
Think back for last time, when I first stepped into the college. I don't really like it, as I should be studying in HELP actually, but due to my Ex's persistence, and I blindly follow his will. Damn stupid.. But somehow, I never regret for the choice of studying here =)
About my first week, the first Chinese to approach me after the class. That's always her, Vivian ^^ I was waiting out there for my Ex to pick me up from college. She then saw me waiting alone, and came to approach me, by asking how am I going back. I felt so warm, as she is so friendly by asking me that =) Slowly, we got closer, we sit together in the class, and then start to mingle around with the whole classmates. Just in a short glance, it is getting almost a year since we knew each other!
In the class, I got the Joy with all my dearest coursemates. We laugh, we got insane, we talked craps, shower together, drink beer together, non-stop eating with Vivian too! Haaha, until the lecturer complain that she never see the 2 of us stop eating since the Sem 1 until the last Sem! And complaint that the 2 of us, almost meet each other everyday but yet still have so many story to tell! XD I miss the time we swim, we go to gym, we study, we sleep.. <3<3
For all the year that I have been through, I have never seen a friend like her! She is 2 years elder than me, but yet I feel no gap at all between us! She is too pure in her mind, and treat everyone sincerely without any intention. Maybe this is the reason that I feel so comfortable of all the time spending with her! She will never abandon me too even she has got a Boyfriend! Always share her joy and benefits with me! She share me her only breakfast, accompany me to interview due to Im blind in direction, invite me for job once she found any vacancy, there for me even no one is willing to join my organised trip XD With her, I will never worry that she will betray me one day, because I know this is no way to happen. She is too pure in everything until I feel like pampering her all the time =)
Don't know why, I felt excited whenever I see her name appear in my inbox message! Happy when she left me any offline message. When I worked, she wish me good luck =D Everything just so warm from her~ Love her too much with everything that she did to me! Happy spending my every single minutes and second with her. Thanks for spending time with me by staying overnight here, as when I just started to sleep alone, I was so scared until I slept with the light switched on =/ When I am feeling blue, she will be always there for me to cheer me up! Heee~ =D She is already part of my life without realise! My password, pincode, almost everything is related to her!
There was once she mood swing and show a bit ignorance to me. That day only I realised how important I looked into this friendship! This is the first time he mood swing since I know her. I was so damn nervous, and even keep thinking why is she ignoring me during my training, I can't even concentrate, my whole brain is just full of:" Why she ignore me? Did i done anything wrong?" I don;t know since when she played such an important role in my heart! And, my tears even come out just because of this.. Shhh.... Is my secrete! =D HAhah, she is just like my lover ady~~ Can't imagine my coming boyfriend will jealous about this or not =D
Always never dare to share this feelings out, because I scared that she will thought I wanna lesbian with her XD In my heart there's a guy that I like, but still I will sayang her no matter what ^^
I can't imagine how we would be once we are not meeting up that often. I scared we will not be as close as how we used too. Everything just sounds sad to me, I don't wanna end my foundation course, wish the time could just stop at this moment. Enjoy the time so much until I can't take it.. SAD
I hope my driving skills can be improved by the time, hoping that my shorten memory could at least remember the way from my house to here and to Puchong, so that I can still chill out with her in the future often.. Hohoho~ Hopefully our friendship will not change no matter what =D
Heart U Babeh~~ Muackzz
