Saturday..
I have got no plan for today. No where to go.. Suddenly just feel like dying my hair. So, I quickly rush back home today, hoping to reach KL before my mum close her saloon.
About 3.30pm, I left my dorm and head towards KL. After 1 and a half hour, finally I reached! Once i got back, i put down my stuff and went into the store room, went to have a look what colour of hair-dying material that my mum is having right now. Hoping the colour that I want is not out of stock! My mum feel weird that why am I entering the store room as I seldom enter it normally. Hahha! When I told her I wanna dye my hair, she then took out 2 colours which she feel it suit me--- red and light blonde. Red?? Arghh, I don really like it. Light blonde, hmm... I was really worried that the colour come out will look like larlar.. Hate SEAFOOD the most! Luckily end up, the colour is really NICE!! I like it so so much! It's light almond brown =D
Then at night, Kelvin ask me out for Bah Kut Teh. They ask me where got nice one to eat. All I know my place here don't have ler, only Kepong. I then lead the way, but due to I'm blind with road direction, I bring them to a longer way.. Shin Chan keep complaining his dinner gonna become his supper, LOL =.=" Finally, we reached and eat at "Kar Kar Bah Kut Teh". Enjoy with my Yao Char Koay ^^
Today, I am wondering a question : Am I an insecure girl?? Did i change? Who am I? Sigh.. An insecure girl which she don't even know who herself is. Am I? Well, it could be true or fact in others' perspective. For me, I am just a simple normal girl that I used to be all the time. Heartache to get such comment, as don't know why, I care and mind for the comments a lot. I am bad in making up story or making a statement in convincing people. Since when I cook up a story..? Still, I am the only witness of my life. I can't change others' perspective on me. Just let it be if they want to think so ;'( I am still the who I am, which all the time lazy to make much explanations, bearing with the heartache and disappointed. Sigh..
Is actually my Sad day. I just don't know why I mind everything.
SIGH