Tomorrow.. A day which everyone worries and scared the most. A Jiang, my only Pet Brother. He is having a tumor in his lung. Tomorrow is his operation day. Will be undergoing Laser Surgery. Hopefully it won't cause the vain to bleed. If it does, he will need to operate his heart. Even doctor also don't dare to make any promises, or state out how they going to solve the case if really the vain bleed.

This noon, once I reach office, I called him straight. There have been some time we did not keep in touch due to my Ex-bf's problematic's attitude. When I spoke to him on the phone, he remain calm. I did ask him whether he scared or not. He just replied: "What to do? I already signed the paper even." Heartache.. Since I know him, I knew he scared pain the most. He been bite by dogs before, therefore he got phobia with all the dogs! Even toy breed and puppies!! =/ Sure he is in big fear, is just that he don't want us to worry about him.

First impression of him to me, a Maths Genius! During tuition class, he always got full marks in Maths. Seldom talk much, quite cool, add on with a bit shyness. Tend to get red face easily. We did not really know each other until the day we were in the same class in school. He is the SLEPPING KING in the class, sleep most of the time =.= In the class, I don't need to scared of bored, because he will come next to my seat to chat with me once he is free, along with others. He is also a lame guy, always talk lame joke. Until one day he proposed to me to be his pet sister, we get even more closer.

I have got lots of offer to be people's pet sister, but none of it I accept. Only him =) Reason is--- we are having the same surname (HOW). And also we can click. He pampered me a lot, together with my other classmates. When I planned to paint my room, they offered to give me a hand. End up I did not paint my room at all by my own but everything just done by them! I miss the APPLE GREEN that they painted for me. I used to be a BIG fans of MICKEY! Only Classic Mickey, with the whole eyes are black, but not the modern one. He pampered me like hell, bought me few of Mickey's shirt, and also Mickey's MP3. He always like to pull my poney tale softly, isturb me by tapping my table.. Used to ask him a lot of Maths question and everything. Suddenly.. This news shocked me!

Just called him for the 3rd time. When he said to me:" Jiawern, Must take after your ownselves if I am gone.." My tears flow out uncontrollably! I tried my best not to cry, I don't want him to think about tomorrow, just want him to relax.. I left out RM10++, and I plan to use all the credit to chat with him. We did chat a lot.. He asked me why I did not look for him after graduate, and claims that I had changed after I together with my ex-bf. Sigh.. Not I don't want to, is just that my Ex's attitude, i scared he will harm my friends. And also, I am the type that will seldom go and contact people if people do not contact me. I scared people will get annoyed of me. This is my weakness!

After hang up the call due to end of credit, he messaged me. He wrote: "Jiawen, I don't know what will be the result tomorrow. If really the surgery is success then of course good. But if does not, I will can't see you anymore. You must take care of your own, and also study hard. If really that I am gone, I will bless you. Jiawen, take care and bye to you. I really hope to see you again. Will get you update tomorrow about my situation. Night. You are always my best Sis.."
I am crying badly now..... Plss, god, bless him pls! He will be fine I know! He will! Pls bless such a talented guy! A guy who has got very strong memory, as he can memorize things easily! He can remember my car's number plate even he only seen once, even me myself also don't know is started with the "W**", But he can! He remember my IC No, old telephone number, new number and everything!! When he say it out everything to me just now, I was so touched! That has been almost a year plus, but he still remember everything! Please.....

~SAD~ ;'( All the BEST my beloved GOR~
Pray Hard for him please~