Blue Monday.. Exam is coming, and this is my 1st time being not well prepared at all! Everything just seems to be a question mark in my head! I kept thinking, what had I done for this sem, and it gonna end just like that!

Think back for what we had planned, we plan to go for gym and swimming every alternate week, and also revision. End up, non of it turn up, due to they are busy with their own stuff, and also I was too busy with my part time job. Now I had quit my Station 1 job, it would be much more relaxing, I hope we can stick back to the plan that we had planned last time. Even no one can turn up, I think I will be going gym once a week for the next sem. Looking at my fat and flabby thigh, I need to work more out on that!

Now, in my mind, totally blank for the future. My mum wants me to leave SEGi, and join other colleges. She want it to be nearby and so on, but I still wish to stay in Subang. SEGi is actually not bad, is just that the lecturer and the way of teaching really disappointed me. Now, the main decision, what course am I planning to take?? I wanted to take Actuarial Science so much. But after some researches that I have done, most of the private colleges have it under ADP, and I will still need to study overseas for 2 yrs. Well, if i were rich, of course is good to hear that can study overseas! But I'm not.. So, I think I'm gonna stick back to what I'd planned-Accounting & Finance. As it is much more easier compared to Actuarial Science. Sigh..

I never regret to enter SEGi SJ here, as I get to know them! They are really wonderful for me, as all of us are the same----insane! I got a beautiful friendship from them, thanks for colour up my part of life! And I enjoy the life staying here! It is much more happening compared to KL.

Recently, I have the sudden crave on Driving! Start with the doing 3 point turn with Shavsha's new Myvi! Damn funny with the incident, 3 of us can't even handle to park the car! First is Shavsha, then Vivian, Lastly then ME! Funny until those neighbours kept laughing looking at the way of we drive! Then, last week in KL, I finally, the first time, drive my house Proton from my house to the Wangsa Maju Jusco! Well, I was sweating badly, as I am really too nervous! Still I found it easy because it is auto, compared to I drove my ex's car last time, I was distracted with the gear changing, and sometimes even enter the wrong gear =S And getting scold by him for non-stop!

Times up! I need to stick back to my study.. As I can't lose my scholarship! I am way stressed compared to my friends, and I got no confident at all now. Need to work harder~