"Valentine is being too overrated.." This is what my friend told me. A friend who is crazy with those weird and lame article that normal people won't go n read them. XD He was actually asking how is my Valentine gonna be, and i stopped him from asking that, because this year is my LONELY valentine, all the single hate the day i think.. But he is the only one who don't =S But thanks to him for sharing me the history of Valentine, and everyone tends to forget the meaning and origin of the "Valentine".

Valentine Day is a day who named after a Roman Christian, named Saint Valentine. He martyred during the third century A.D. by the Emperor Claudius II. Prior to his death, Valentine continued to minister in prison by witnessing to his prison guards. One of the guards was a good man who had adopted a blind girl. He asked Valentine if his God could help his daughter. Valentine prayed and the girl was given her sight. The guard and his whole family, 46 people, believed in Jesus and were baptized. When the Emperor heard about this he was furious that Valentine was still making converts even in prison, so he sentenced Valentine to death. Just before being led out to his execution, Valentine wrote a love notes grows out of a letter to the the jailer's daughter, signing it, "From your Valentine." The first valentine was really a Christian witness. Growing out of this story we participate in a custom of sending cards to people we love.

Finally I got to know the history of the valentine day. It is a day used to remember St Valentine and how he express his love to his love one, but everyone tends to just celebrate their own lover days..

My Valentine, well, this year i received a surprise! Big bunch of lovely blue roses. Total of 13 roses, 14 Ferrero Rocher chocolate and a bear.. Is from a friend. I was totally surprised! I never expect for any roses for my Valentine this year, a single lady does not entitled to any roses or chocolate. I was in my mum saloon and suddenly the roses came and get me shocked!! Indeed, is happy for ladies to receive flowers.. But, my heart is still not ready for anything! I just got out from a big big PHOBIA that given from my Ex bf.. Is not the right time to receive all these, i tend to be pressured and don't know what to do. Finally, I get the right time, i shared to him my feelings. He, at first try to stopped me by saying anything cause he don't wan't to get hurt, but still i continue my words.. Then, he replied, "This is just a gift, as ladies must at least have roses during Valentine.." He asked me to take it easy and just act as usual, as how we were last time, merely decent friend. But in my heart, I know he can't do it, i feel pressured and afraid that i will hurt him for the third time in the future.. I really don't know what to do. I don't want to give any hopes to anyone, I don't know what the hell is in my mind now.. Damn EVIL! Am i?

Saw lots of lovely couples on that day, holding flowers walking and hugging, and also wear couple-T. Well, luckily I was not lonely on the day too!! XD My 3 friends came and find me, just to celebrate our SINGLE VALENTINE~ hahahah, not bad huh? Keep looking at the watch and hoping Valentine faster over.. But stil, couples sitting around us with couple-T and everything, SAD~

Anyway, I believe that couples all must have enjoyed their day right? Well, is hard to get one who can really match and can get along together.. Must appreciate it if you already got one. And I'm waiting for my Mr Right to appear in my life to cheer up my coming Valentine and everyday.. But, I know is not easy.. And that will not be so soon, so, just stop dreaming... XD